McDreamy

Where the heck are ya, man of my dreams? I think I’ve found you, and I’m ready to meet you!

A month ago, I joined a free online dating website, and I’ve slowly been adding to my profile. It’s amazing how much thought and effort I’ve put into it. You would think I was going to be graded on it. I still want to add a few blurbs to my self summary, and then I can let it go. Let it go in more ways than one.

You see, right off the bat, there was one man’s profile that really caught my attention, and all I can do is focus on reasons why I’m not good enough to engage him in conversation. I don’t have a degree. I’m fat… I LIVE WITH MY FATHER! These are deal breakers for a lot of people, and honestly, I get it.

Ugh.

Part of me wants to send this guy a really charming message telling him how I like his profile, and how, based on the websites information/tools/ratings, I think at the very least we’d make great friends, and how I’ve come to the realization that there are some things I need to work on before I really put myself out there, so I’m going to take a couple of months to work on myself, and heck, maybe he’ll still be around when I restart my search.

Another part of me wants to just disable my account and forget the whole darn thing.

So… what to do?